title: dont follow me
i am leaving today
no longer come back
but in your heart i'll always stay
where?
tell me where. i'll follow you.
no dont you dare follow me
why? tell me why
a good why
i just dont knwo
it's my fate not yours
just can you tell me where
please dont break my heart
it's already broken so dont make i worse
i beg
oooh..
to the light
m y light
to the death
my death
are you satisfied
i'll follow you
wherever you are
you are mine, i am yours
we are meant to be together
not that way
not there
just please dont...
if you love me dont...
no no no
before i go
promise me one thing
dont follow me....
by stephanie el-hoss :D
hope you guys like it... :D
Tuesday, 17 August 2010
Wednesday, 11 August 2010
10 grade : hidden love
i read this short story and decided to write it down!!! hope u guys like it!!
10th grade:
as i sat there in english class,i stared at the girl next to me.she was my so called "best friend".i stared at her long silky hair and wished she was mine. but she didnt notice me like dat nd i knew it. after class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and i handed them to her.she said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
11th grade:
the fone rang , on the other end, it was her.she was in tears mumbling on and on how her love had broke her heart.she asked me to come over becuz she didnt wnt to stay alone, so i did.as i sat next to her on the sofa,i stared at her soft eyes wishing she was mine.after 2 hours,she decided to go to sleep.she gave me a kiss on the cheek and said "thanks"..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
senior year:
the day before prom she walked to my locker. "my date is sick "she said "he's nt goin to go well".i didnt have a date, and in seventh grade we made a promise dat if neither of us had a date we should go just as best friends.so we did. prom night,after everything was over i was standing at her front door step.i stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. she then said"i had a gr8 time,thx" and gave me a kiss on de cheek..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
graduation day:
a day passed,then a week, then a month.before i could blink , it was graduation day.i watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. i wanted her to be mine,but she didnt notice me like dat , nd i knew it. before every1 went home she came to me in her smoke and hat and cried as i hugged her. then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said "you're my bestfriend ,thanks." and gave me a kiss on the cheek..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
a few years later:
now i sit on the pews of the church.that girl is getting married now. i watched her say "i do" and drive off to her new life,married to another man.i wanted her to be mine. but she didnt see me like dat nd i knew it .but before she drove away,she came to me and said "YOU CAME!" she said thanks and kissed me on the cheeks..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
the funeral:
years passed, i looked down at the coffin of a gurl who used to be my "best friend". at the service they read a diary entry she had wrote at high shcool years ago. this was wat it read :"I STARED AT HIM WISHING HE WAS MINE,BUT HE DOSENT NOTICE ME LIKE DAT,AND I KNOW IT.I WANT HIM TO KNOW, I WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I SONT WNT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HIM BUT IM JUST TOO SHY,AND I DUNO WHY.I WISH HE WOULD TELL ME HE LOVE ME.! "
i wish i did too .. i though to myslef .. and CRIED..!
=( =(
10th grade:
as i sat there in english class,i stared at the girl next to me.she was my so called "best friend".i stared at her long silky hair and wished she was mine. but she didnt notice me like dat nd i knew it. after class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and i handed them to her.she said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
11th grade:
the fone rang , on the other end, it was her.she was in tears mumbling on and on how her love had broke her heart.she asked me to come over becuz she didnt wnt to stay alone, so i did.as i sat next to her on the sofa,i stared at her soft eyes wishing she was mine.after 2 hours,she decided to go to sleep.she gave me a kiss on the cheek and said "thanks"..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
senior year:
the day before prom she walked to my locker. "my date is sick "she said "he's nt goin to go well".i didnt have a date, and in seventh grade we made a promise dat if neither of us had a date we should go just as best friends.so we did. prom night,after everything was over i was standing at her front door step.i stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. she then said"i had a gr8 time,thx" and gave me a kiss on de cheek..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
graduation day:
a day passed,then a week, then a month.before i could blink , it was graduation day.i watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. i wanted her to be mine,but she didnt notice me like dat , nd i knew it. before every1 went home she came to me in her smoke and hat and cried as i hugged her. then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said "you're my bestfriend ,thanks." and gave me a kiss on the cheek..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
a few years later:
now i sit on the pews of the church.that girl is getting married now. i watched her say "i do" and drive off to her new life,married to another man.i wanted her to be mine. but she didnt see me like dat nd i knew it .but before she drove away,she came to me and said "YOU CAME!" she said thanks and kissed me on the cheeks..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
the funeral:
years passed, i looked down at the coffin of a gurl who used to be my "best friend". at the service they read a diary entry she had wrote at high shcool years ago. this was wat it read :"I STARED AT HIM WISHING HE WAS MINE,BUT HE DOSENT NOTICE ME LIKE DAT,AND I KNOW IT.I WANT HIM TO KNOW, I WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I SONT WNT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HIM BUT IM JUST TOO SHY,AND I DUNO WHY.I WISH HE WOULD TELL ME HE LOVE ME.! "
i wish i did too .. i though to myslef .. and CRIED..!
=( =(
Monday, 2 August 2010
Thursday, 29 July 2010
quotes written by me
these are some of my famous quotes, the quotes that i really like...
"when you are in love it seems as if everyone is on pasue and it is just you two love birds on play, but when your heart is broken, it feels as if everyone around you is just on fast forward"
"when your heart is broken, when your life ruined it seems as if the frame of your life is shattering in front of your eyes"
"when your heart is broken it feels as if you've lost your way home, everything is just blank,and on your way you keep falling down unable to get up"
"when you are in love it seems as if everyone is on pasue and it is just you two love birds on play, but when your heart is broken, it feels as if everyone around you is just on fast forward"
"when your heart is broken, when your life ruined it seems as if the frame of your life is shattering in front of your eyes"
"when your heart is broken it feels as if you've lost your way home, everything is just blank,and on your way you keep falling down unable to get up"
sunset
today,i was walking with my father on the beach, and then we stopped and looked at the sunset, it was amazing, the kind of sunset that really makes you want to cry. the colors were amazing, and the clouds.... just simply wow!!!
amazing sunset....
Monday, 26 July 2010
my new guitar!!!
hey i know it is not a big deal but to me it is , i just bought my first guitar, it is amazing, i am so extremly happy. now i am not that good at playing, actually ad frankly i've never played on it before only when it is for fun , just acting stupid or so but now i am taking it serious and hopefully i'll be good at it!!
yay!! :D
yay!! :D
Thursday, 22 July 2010
series to watch..
prison break, heroes , and vampire diaries.
i know that they are kind of old, not vampire diaries, but i just started watching them and they are amazing. prison break is great , the excitement in the series alone is just awsome, and heroes basically shows you the fiction side of the world in a wonderful way. so for those who havent watched them yet, go and start watching. heroes and prison break are on mbc action .
vampire diaries season 1 has already finished and no they are filmming season 2 which well be released in i think january 2011, so go and buy season 1 and start watching.
Wednesday, 21 July 2010
to dream
the best thing in life is to dream and it is actually the easiest thing to do. everyone can dream, no matter who they are or what they do. when you dream it feels as if you're floating in the air , nothing matters anymore.
when i say to dream i dont only mean the dreams we have while sleeping, but the dreams we have while we are awake. when we are fully consious , we dream about things we want to acheive, things we hope to fullfil in our close future.
well we should dream and we should work hard on making our dreams reality, becuase every dream is like a new begining.
book shopping-buy these books
hey are you wondering what books to read, well this is your chance. i am going to write a list of my favorite books and hopefully they'll be yours too. so lets begin...
BOOK 1- Twilight : an amazing love story between a human (bella swan) and a vampire (edward cullen), bella sawn gets to know more about the cullen and eventually knows that they are vampires. well this is not the happy ending of the story read it to find more about it.....
BOOK 2 - New moon : edward thinks it is best for bella that he leaves so he leaves her and eventually she stays depressed for about six month but get back to life when she spends time with her friend jacob black down from la push, bella sees edward while having adrenaline rush , so in an attempt to see him she jumps of a cliff recreationaly but edward thinks about it in a different way.. read to find what happens
BOOK 3 - Eclipse : bella and edward get together but this story doesnt end here, victoria a vampire that wants to take revenge by killing bella since edward killed her mate james, she creates an army of vampires but thankfully with the help of the wolves the cullens are able to kill them and victoria and save bella...
BOOK 4- Breaking Dawn : bella and edward get married , and have a great honeymoon until they find out that bella is pregnant , the baby is finally out and bella is changed but the volutri find out about it in a wrong way and plan to kill her so a fight goes between the cullens , freinds and the volturi...
BOOK 5 - The host : this book mentions an alien race, they are called souls , after taking over many other planets they take over earth. the book describes one souls troublesome caused because her host refuses to cooperate with her takeover . this novel also menations a romantic situation between ian and wanderer .
BOOK 6 - The short second life of bree tanner : this book is related to twilight : eclipse it summarizes the short life of bree tanner a vampire that was changed by victoria in an attempt to join her army...
BOOK 7- Pride and Prejudice : perhaps the best way to start a book which is in the 19 century is the way jane austen began hers , "it is a truth universally acknowleded that a single man in posession of a good fortune must be in want of a wife". these words are spoen by mrs. bennet to mr. bennet , on the news that a young man of fortune had moved to netherfield. the bennets begin this story with a problem which is : having five unmarried girls and no sons.
BOOK 8 - Emma: also written by the famous writer jane austen unfortunately i havent read this book yet , but i hear it is amazing....
BOOK 1- Twilight : an amazing love story between a human (bella swan) and a vampire (edward cullen), bella sawn gets to know more about the cullen and eventually knows that they are vampires. well this is not the happy ending of the story read it to find more about it.....
BOOK 2 - New moon : edward thinks it is best for bella that he leaves so he leaves her and eventually she stays depressed for about six month but get back to life when she spends time with her friend jacob black down from la push, bella sees edward while having adrenaline rush , so in an attempt to see him she jumps of a cliff recreationaly but edward thinks about it in a different way.. read to find what happens
BOOK 3 - Eclipse : bella and edward get together but this story doesnt end here, victoria a vampire that wants to take revenge by killing bella since edward killed her mate james, she creates an army of vampires but thankfully with the help of the wolves the cullens are able to kill them and victoria and save bella...
BOOK 4- Breaking Dawn : bella and edward get married , and have a great honeymoon until they find out that bella is pregnant , the baby is finally out and bella is changed but the volutri find out about it in a wrong way and plan to kill her so a fight goes between the cullens , freinds and the volturi...
BOOK 5 - The host : this book mentions an alien race, they are called souls , after taking over many other planets they take over earth. the book describes one souls troublesome caused because her host refuses to cooperate with her takeover . this novel also menations a romantic situation between ian and wanderer .
BOOK 6 - The short second life of bree tanner : this book is related to twilight : eclipse it summarizes the short life of bree tanner a vampire that was changed by victoria in an attempt to join her army...
BOOK 7- Pride and Prejudice : perhaps the best way to start a book which is in the 19 century is the way jane austen began hers , "it is a truth universally acknowleded that a single man in posession of a good fortune must be in want of a wife". these words are spoen by mrs. bennet to mr. bennet , on the news that a young man of fortune had moved to netherfield. the bennets begin this story with a problem which is : having five unmarried girls and no sons.
BOOK 8 - Emma: also written by the famous writer jane austen unfortunately i havent read this book yet , but i hear it is amazing....
Tuesday, 20 July 2010
About me!!
hey everyone my name is stephanie, 15 years old , always wanted to have a blog and here it is i have one. this is a dream come true, hence the name of my blog.
my blog will basically be about everything i think of, simply what comes to my mind.
hope it'll be great and hope everyone will enjoy it..
:D :D
my blog will basically be about everything i think of, simply what comes to my mind.
hope it'll be great and hope everyone will enjoy it..
:D :D
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