I am a 15 year old teenager and i have a job. Thats normal, i teach students of grade 8 that's because i am in secondary 2 meaning grade 11 well i skipped a class, because i am kind of smart.
SO i have two students , both in grade 8 teaching them is tiresome but it gives me pleasure when i realize that they got grades and that they are becoming better. So i have a student , mario, he is supposede to get good grades, average. Well i know his abilities so if he doesnt get good grades i'll get so upset, but then i 'll be happy again becuase he'll do better the next timme. Where as my other student , Yeves he is so tiresome, and his average was not that good but when i started teaching him his average started raising and i liked that. Today i am overwhelemed because he got a 76% on his math test and that is like amazing.
So from mario i expect good grades and a smile but from yeves i simply expect him not to fail, so whenever yeves gets a good grade i'll be filled with extacy. Ok thats all, hope you get the idea of Misery/Happiness....
Saturday, 8 January 2011
Tuesday, 17 August 2010
a song i wrote !!
title: dont follow me
i am leaving today
no longer come back
but in your heart i'll always stay
where?
tell me where. i'll follow you.
no dont you dare follow me
why? tell me why
a good why
i just dont knwo
it's my fate not yours
just can you tell me where
please dont break my heart
it's already broken so dont make i worse
i beg
oooh..
to the light
m y light
to the death
my death
are you satisfied
i'll follow you
wherever you are
you are mine, i am yours
we are meant to be together
not that way
not there
just please dont...
if you love me dont...
no no no
before i go
promise me one thing
dont follow me....
by stephanie el-hoss :D
hope you guys like it... :D
i am leaving today
no longer come back
but in your heart i'll always stay
where?
tell me where. i'll follow you.
no dont you dare follow me
why? tell me why
a good why
i just dont knwo
it's my fate not yours
just can you tell me where
please dont break my heart
it's already broken so dont make i worse
i beg
oooh..
to the light
m y light
to the death
my death
are you satisfied
i'll follow you
wherever you are
you are mine, i am yours
we are meant to be together
not that way
not there
just please dont...
if you love me dont...
no no no
before i go
promise me one thing
dont follow me....
by stephanie el-hoss :D
hope you guys like it... :D
Wednesday, 11 August 2010
10 grade : hidden love
i read this short story and decided to write it down!!! hope u guys like it!!
10th grade:
as i sat there in english class,i stared at the girl next to me.she was my so called "best friend".i stared at her long silky hair and wished she was mine. but she didnt notice me like dat nd i knew it. after class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and i handed them to her.she said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
11th grade:
the fone rang , on the other end, it was her.she was in tears mumbling on and on how her love had broke her heart.she asked me to come over becuz she didnt wnt to stay alone, so i did.as i sat next to her on the sofa,i stared at her soft eyes wishing she was mine.after 2 hours,she decided to go to sleep.she gave me a kiss on the cheek and said "thanks"..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
senior year:
the day before prom she walked to my locker. "my date is sick "she said "he's nt goin to go well".i didnt have a date, and in seventh grade we made a promise dat if neither of us had a date we should go just as best friends.so we did. prom night,after everything was over i was standing at her front door step.i stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. she then said"i had a gr8 time,thx" and gave me a kiss on de cheek..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
graduation day:
a day passed,then a week, then a month.before i could blink , it was graduation day.i watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. i wanted her to be mine,but she didnt notice me like dat , nd i knew it. before every1 went home she came to me in her smoke and hat and cried as i hugged her. then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said "you're my bestfriend ,thanks." and gave me a kiss on the cheek..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
a few years later:
now i sit on the pews of the church.that girl is getting married now. i watched her say "i do" and drive off to her new life,married to another man.i wanted her to be mine. but she didnt see me like dat nd i knew it .but before she drove away,she came to me and said "YOU CAME!" she said thanks and kissed me on the cheeks..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
the funeral:
years passed, i looked down at the coffin of a gurl who used to be my "best friend". at the service they read a diary entry she had wrote at high shcool years ago. this was wat it read :"I STARED AT HIM WISHING HE WAS MINE,BUT HE DOSENT NOTICE ME LIKE DAT,AND I KNOW IT.I WANT HIM TO KNOW, I WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I SONT WNT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HIM BUT IM JUST TOO SHY,AND I DUNO WHY.I WISH HE WOULD TELL ME HE LOVE ME.! "
i wish i did too .. i though to myslef .. and CRIED..!
=( =(
10th grade:
as i sat there in english class,i stared at the girl next to me.she was my so called "best friend".i stared at her long silky hair and wished she was mine. but she didnt notice me like dat nd i knew it. after class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and i handed them to her.she said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
11th grade:
the fone rang , on the other end, it was her.she was in tears mumbling on and on how her love had broke her heart.she asked me to come over becuz she didnt wnt to stay alone, so i did.as i sat next to her on the sofa,i stared at her soft eyes wishing she was mine.after 2 hours,she decided to go to sleep.she gave me a kiss on the cheek and said "thanks"..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
senior year:
the day before prom she walked to my locker. "my date is sick "she said "he's nt goin to go well".i didnt have a date, and in seventh grade we made a promise dat if neither of us had a date we should go just as best friends.so we did. prom night,after everything was over i was standing at her front door step.i stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. she then said"i had a gr8 time,thx" and gave me a kiss on de cheek..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
graduation day:
a day passed,then a week, then a month.before i could blink , it was graduation day.i watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. i wanted her to be mine,but she didnt notice me like dat , nd i knew it. before every1 went home she came to me in her smoke and hat and cried as i hugged her. then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said "you're my bestfriend ,thanks." and gave me a kiss on the cheek..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
a few years later:
now i sit on the pews of the church.that girl is getting married now. i watched her say "i do" and drive off to her new life,married to another man.i wanted her to be mine. but she didnt see me like dat nd i knew it .but before she drove away,she came to me and said "YOU CAME!" she said thanks and kissed me on the cheeks..i wanted to tell her,i want her to knw dat i dnt wnt to be just friends, i love her but im too shy , i duno why.
the funeral:
years passed, i looked down at the coffin of a gurl who used to be my "best friend". at the service they read a diary entry she had wrote at high shcool years ago. this was wat it read :"I STARED AT HIM WISHING HE WAS MINE,BUT HE DOSENT NOTICE ME LIKE DAT,AND I KNOW IT.I WANT HIM TO KNOW, I WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I SONT WNT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HIM BUT IM JUST TOO SHY,AND I DUNO WHY.I WISH HE WOULD TELL ME HE LOVE ME.! "
i wish i did too .. i though to myslef .. and CRIED..!
=( =(
Monday, 2 August 2010
Thursday, 29 July 2010
quotes written by me
these are some of my famous quotes, the quotes that i really like...
"when you are in love it seems as if everyone is on pasue and it is just you two love birds on play, but when your heart is broken, it feels as if everyone around you is just on fast forward"
"when your heart is broken, when your life ruined it seems as if the frame of your life is shattering in front of your eyes"
"when your heart is broken it feels as if you've lost your way home, everything is just blank,and on your way you keep falling down unable to get up"
"when you are in love it seems as if everyone is on pasue and it is just you two love birds on play, but when your heart is broken, it feels as if everyone around you is just on fast forward"
"when your heart is broken, when your life ruined it seems as if the frame of your life is shattering in front of your eyes"
"when your heart is broken it feels as if you've lost your way home, everything is just blank,and on your way you keep falling down unable to get up"
sunset
today,i was walking with my father on the beach, and then we stopped and looked at the sunset, it was amazing, the kind of sunset that really makes you want to cry. the colors were amazing, and the clouds.... just simply wow!!!
amazing sunset....
Monday, 26 July 2010
my new guitar!!!
hey i know it is not a big deal but to me it is , i just bought my first guitar, it is amazing, i am so extremly happy. now i am not that good at playing, actually ad frankly i've never played on it before only when it is for fun , just acting stupid or so but now i am taking it serious and hopefully i'll be good at it!!
yay!! :D
yay!! :D
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